I don't wanna think about them.
I don't wanna think about new chances,
new horizons, new people.
I don't wanna anticipate any new possibilities.
And all these things keep messing with my mind*,
I can't handle it.
I don't want to take any new risks; no more risks,
no more big changes for me at this point.
In past two years I had enough. I need some time to settle,
and just don't worry about any new justifications.
It's just that I'm exhausted. I just need some time with
no, absolutely no, major worries.
I can't and don't want to handle it.