Saturday, January 04, 2003

Oh God, she entered the room, Oh, she shaked hands with her friend, said hello to you...
Why didn't she take a look at you...?
Your heart start beating , your hands start shaking, your head become heavy ,
your throat, oh God, is just like a desert, dry... .
Just like the first time you saw her, remember?

The first time she looked at you, and you felt as if you don't see anything
except her eyes, the first time you spoke with each other, it was as if you
were hearing a soft melody, the first time you danced with each other,
as if you hugged an ocean of softness and beauty,
you felt just like you want to let your body melt in the air... .
But what happened ,why did you miss her?
It was all your own fault, you didn't think of how could she be aware
of your love, you've never told her. Even with your eyes,
You've always prevented the fire inside you show itself through your
eyes, you made your eyes liers... .
All you've done is just wasting time dreaming and doing nothing ,nothing... .
You have to be ashamed of yourself. You loved her, but never let her know,
just made her wait, you just expecting some thing unexpected, you
were looking for her reaction. But which reaction?
No response...
The only thing you've done was wasting time & keeping on dreaming.
Seem useless,ha? And you knew this.

But don't be disappointed, just open your eyes and see that it's not
too late, thank God for this, open up your heart to her and let her
know your love, read your desire from your eyes. no fear. Go on,
keep on trying , do your best , no matter what the resault would be,
let your soul be free to express itself...
Show her you've done everything you have to for her,
just in this way, tomorrow, when you look at your past,
you will not tell yourself ," If only I could turn back the time ... ."

Go a head, she's waiting for you...

















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